Our Family

Our Family

Monday, June 23, 2014

Our Sealing Day























































Saturday June 21, 2014 at 1:40pm Kamrin and I were sealed to each other for time and all eternity and then sealing to our 4 amazing children Jaydan, Madyson, Kamdyn and Brynlee. It was amazing. It was beautiful. It was perfect.

We put alot of work, time and planning to make sure our special day was as perfect as possible. We both come from pretty large families and we have alot of wonderful ward members and friends we wanted to share our day with. As we were writing our list of people we wanted at the sealing we noticed it filled up very quick and there was alot of people we wouldnt have room for and also had many people we wanted to share our day with that wouldnt be able to enter the temple so after talking in over we decided to do an open house so that we could celebrate with EVERYONE afterwards.

That morning Kamrin, Jaydan and Madyson went to the church to take all the food over and get as much of it prepared as possible. My friend Christi came over and did my hair and then Brynlees and as soon as Madyson got home she did hers. It was then time to get everyone dressed. We left here just before 11am. We didnt have to be there until 1155am but I wanted to do a few pictures in our church clothes in front of the temple just in case it didnt work out to take pictures after the sealing in all our white. As we went in and let them know we were there they took us down to the youth room where the kids would stay the whole time we were there until it was time for them to be sealed. We got special permission to have my sister down there with them until it was time for Kamrin and I's sealing. We figured Kamdyn and Brynlee would be much better having someone they knew down there with them. They then took Kamrin and I to get dressed and then we sat in the Celestial room together until it was time to go meet our sealer. My mom works at the temple and asked on of the temple presidency members to preform our sealing and he accepted. Im so thankful he did. He was amazing. He was fun yet very spiritual at the same time. After we met him he took us up to sealing room 11 and there waiting for us was many loved ones. We chose Kamrins dad Dane and my brother Shawn to be our witnesses. We sat on a little couch and next to me was my mom and sister Kim and next to Kamrin was his mom and grandma. President Fillmore then talked to us for a while and every word was amazing. He really is an amazing man. He then told Kamrin and I to come knee at the alter across from each other and we were then sealed for time and all eternity. He then had Kamrin and I walk out to the hall together and greet the kids and when I first caught eye of them all dressed in white and they instantly looked up at us with huge smiles there are no words to describe the feeling that came over me at that exact second. I instantly sobbed. My heart was so full it was ready to burst. Not only was I just sealed to my very best friend minutes before but now we were walking our amazing children in the room to be sealed to them also. With Brynlee being so little they had someone hold her at the alter and help her hold her hand on ours and we chose my sister Kim to be the one at the alter with us. The 2 adorable things I want to share about the actual sealing to our children are when we got all situated and were all connected by our hands across the alter all the sudden in her sweet innocent little voice Brynlee said "Hi Mama" a couple times. It made me smile and cry all at the same time. Also as we were being sealed I was looking at my husband then each of my children one by one and as I got to Jaydan he had tears running down his face. I was already crying the entire time but seeing that made my tears flow even faster and harder. That night as I was tucking him in to bed and I asked him what was making him cry and he told me he felt something in his heart that he didnt know what it was and also he had so much happiness at that moment built up in him he had to get some of it out with tears. Hearing him describe that to me made the tears start flowing again! He is such an amazing kid and Im so happy for him that he got to feel what we were feeling at that moment. After the sealing we stood by the couch as each one of our guests were able to come give us big hugs and there were even more tears at that moment. We then went to get our street shoes on so we could go outside and take pictures outside in all our whites. I wasnt very hopefully we would get many because it was the last day the Salt Lake temple would be open until August so they were extremely busy! There were people everywhere! As we walked out one of the staircases were free so we ran for it and were able to go get some great pictures. We then went and took the kids back to the youth room to get them dressed back in their own clothes and we also went and got changed. I again didnt want to leave. I love that place. We then were in a mad dash to get back to Magna for our open house. We pulled out of the conference center parking lot at 315pm and our open house was starting at 4pm at our ward building and we still had to set up all the tables. We made it there at 350pm and luckily we had my brother and his family waiting for us and they were amazing enough to help us set up. People started showing up right as we were bringing out all the food. Talk about perfect timing! We had SO many people come to support us! We originally only set up 8 tables and soon realized that wouldnt be enough for our guests so we ended up setting up 12 and they were all pretty full at 1 time or another, We are truly blessed to have so many wonderful people who love us and support us in our lives. It even ended up running passed 6pm because we still had so many people there. After it was over our amazing families worked together and had that place cleaned up so fast so we could come home and relax from our crazy busy day.

I will never forget this day. I will cherish it forever and ever. I will always remember the look on peoples faces. I will always remember how I felt. I will always remember how my children looked. I will always remember what Kamrin and I shared together in the Celestial room. I will always hold it close to my heart.

Recieving My Endowments

Even though Im still so far behind on my blog I wanted to blog about my very special night as soon as possible so that the feelings I felt and am still feeling are so fresh. This has been such a long and hard journey to get where I am today. For many years we were inactive. Neither of us ever doubted the gospel we just didnt make it a priority like we should have. Things happened in the past that we let stand in the way of being active. In January I decided I was finally ready to give my all to go to the temple to receive my endowments. I set up an appointment with my bishop to start the process. He suggested I take the temple prep class. Our ward doesnt have one set up on Sundays so he assigned a couple to come to our home once a week. It was our Sunday School teacher and his wife. We had gotten to know them a bit and were comfortable with them so I was excited they would be the ones teaching us. Even though Kamrin has been through the temple before the Bishop suggested we do the classes together and I am so glad we did. They really brought us so close spiritually. It was truly amazing. At the beginning of my process I hit a really hard patch. I struggled and questioned my decision to work to the temple. Felt like everything was going wrong. Felt like I had no control over my thoughts and emotions. One day I had hit my bottom with it. I couldnt stop sobbing. I remember I prayed 100+ times that day. Just small prayers to help me cope. Small prayers asking for strength to help me through the next 10 minutes, hour and to the next day. I text alot of people Im close to for comfort. I called my mom at work and asked her to put my name on the temple prayer roll. Deep down I knew it was Satan. I knew he was working me and wanting me to give up on my journey to the temple. I was getting close and he didnt like that. He didnt want me there. He doesnt want my family to be together forever. As hard as it was to endure to the end of that struggle my testimony grew from that. It made me communicate with my Heavenly Father alot more than I ever had in one day. I decided to continue my journey to the temple and in fact wanted to even more. There were 6 weeks of classes and I loved every single one of them. They brought a special spirit to my house every Monday night. After they were completed I set up an appointment with my Bishop and started the recommend process. We decided to do them all at the same time so he had Kamrin, the kids and I all go on a Sunday after church and we did our own interviews alone then talked to us as a family. That Wednesday just Kamrin and I went to talk to the Stake President. The next day I called the temples to set dates and times for my endowments and for our sealing. I set up to receive my endowments Saturday May 31st at the 8pm session. I was told to arrive at 630pm. I decided I wanted to receive my endowments at the Oquirrh Mountain Temple for a couple different reasons. I had heard that the new movie was amazing and that the live one at the Salt Lake temple is longer and for the first time around alot of people suggested doing a movie temple. The Oquirrh Mountain temple is the one that is closest to our home so I wanted to go to that one. Im so glad I did. It was gorgeous. The people there were amazing. As I walked in I was a huge ball of nerves. Once I got dressed in all white and they took me into the chapel to wait for my session to start I instantly became calm. There were alot of familiar faces in there waiting for me including my husband. As I sat down I looked up to this huge picture of Christ and just starting sobbing. I had made it. All that hard work and all those tears to get there and I was finally there. I had many people there to support me. Here is a list of those who were able to make it.

Kamrin
My mom
My sister Kim
My brother Shawn and his wife Suzanne
Kamrins mom
Kamrins sister Pashell
Kamrins sister Shaless and her husband Jared
My aunt Lorraine
Bishop Winder
President Kessler and his wife
Our temple prep teaches and now good friends Mack and Barbara Gilbert
My visiting teaching companion and friend Heather and her husband Aaron

I really hope Im not forgetting anyone! I was kind of in a fog that night just trying to soak it all up. My favorite part of the evening was meeting all my loved ones in the Celestial room and giving them all huge hugs! It was so beautiful there! I didnt wan to leave. I wanted to stay there and feel that way forever. It is a night I will never forget and will hold close to my heart forever!

Monday, May 5, 2014

Enslie Jaylynn Shorts



On January 30th Kamrins sister Pashell and her husband Travis welcomed their second daughter into this world! They named her Enslie Jaylynn Shorts. The next day Maddie and I went to see her. She was so tiny! I loved cuddling her!! I think she looks just like her daddy which is weird cause her big sister Erilyn looks exactly like mommy!!We are so glad she is in our family!!

Madysons 6 Year Pictures