Big Sigh

I try to make my blog about memories and my family but right now I need a place to vent. A place where I can write down my frustrations and irritations. Im pretty stressed right now. Not just 1 or even 2 things making me stressed. Lots of things are stressing me out and bothering me. First off I dont know why but I let people get to me. I let their opinions affect me and I wish I knew how to not let that happen. I wish I had better control of my emotions. I wish I had someone I could open up to completely that I felt they would really listen and not judge me whatsoever with what I said and how I felt or even truly care about what I had to say. I wish there was a way to control certain events in your life. I wish I didnt hate confrontation so much cause there is alot I would say to certain people that really needs to be said but I just cant bring myself to say it. Just so irritated right now. So bugged. Now that you all think Im looney I will end there :-)