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Thursday, January 15, 2009

No Right Words

My family is the most important thing to me and so it is so hard for me to see one of them in pain. Whether it be physical or emotional. This last month or so has been a very difficult one for that reason. Everything that is going on with my kids health mainly Jaydan has been really hard on me but now its a bit different situation for my pain. My sister Stephanie has had 2 miscarriages within the last couple years and was expecting again and went to the doctor today to find out her baby didnt make it. My heart truly breaks for her! I myself have had miscarriages and know what a difficult and painful thing to go through so to know how what my sister is going through is extremely hard for me. I just wish I could take the pain away. I wish there was something I could do for her. I just really wish she wasnt going through this. Please pray for her and her husband right now.

I love you not only as my sister but as my friend and you will never know what you mean to me. I want you to know that I am here for you and always will be. I would honestly do anything for you. I know there is nothing that will help right now but if you do need anything Im there. I wish I could tell you why this keeps happening and I wish things were different but I do know that when the time is right and when things work out you will be a great mom and any child would be very lucky to have you as their mom. You are a great sister and aunt. My kids just adore you!! You are so cute with them!! I wish the best for you and I hope you nothing but happiness! I love you and I am sooooo sorry for your loss!

1 comment:

The Pendletons said...

Thanks Ash. I love you too.