Tuesday, March 31, 2009
So the last little while I have been thinking of the future alot. Mainly it started when we had the scare with Jaydans tumor in his cheek. I thought alot about the fact that we have no idea how long we will be here and we dont know what tomorrow will bring. I thought alot about if something ever happened to Kamrin and I or to 1 or both of our kids. It really scared me thinking of all this and that brought me to my next thought. I dont know what I would do without my family! My husband and my kids are my everything. They are my meaning and purpose!! Not only them but also my extended family!! So the decision I have made is Im ready to work on making it to the temple. I had my first appointment with the bishop tonight to reach that goal. I feel like this is what I need to do right now. I feel like this is where I will find true happiness. My bishop said he is really excited to work with me to get me there. He is going to meet with me regularly and he wants me to go at my own pace. I couldnt be more happy and more excited. I feel peace with my decision and know it is right for me!! I love my husband and kids more then anything and cant wait to make it so we can be together FOREVER!! I cant imagine not having them with me. I am soooooo excited!!!!